Firsts

Some people don't understand how much "firsts" mean to a new, first-time mother. Especially one that will probably not have any more children.

Maybe because it's been a while since they had their own. Maybe because they don't think about other's feelings. Maybe they just don't care.

But to us moms, it means the world. It is something that will never happen again. First laugh, first smile, first foods.

As I sit here watching her sleep in my arms, I can't imagine life without her. It doesn't even feel real, her being mine. I can't imagine missing any of her firsts.

Today Layna got to swing in a "big kid" swing. I am so glad I got to be the one to do it and got it on video. I only wish Daddy had been there too.